17.01.08- Today there's something happened to me.I've a wierdo feeling came upon me. Maybe this is called a hormone. I dunno y, it's just in a sudden , I felt so afraid and so scared, like darkness came to my life. I feel so sad, that out of the blue, my tears were dropping. I kept thinking all the bad things will come to my life. It happened when i just finished bathing in the afternoon. Well, i told my cousins tt these days i felt so stressful, so tired,, but the truth is not so complicated as it is. Life's good in sch these days except thatt i hv to change a new cca. I couldn't stand to stay in netball coz i feel that it's a tough training and i just couldn't click w e netball girls outta there. Moreover, i felt tt they dun lyk me to be part of the netball family coz im not a very a good player. There's also some girls tt annoyed me everytime i came for e training. I've already tried so muchh to be friendly w them but they just lyk dun wan to be my friend. And i think they gossiping about me behind my back. Well, i know tt im not so pro lyk them, im just a bad player in netball team. I just know netball since sec 1 and it's like i was just plainly stupid how to play the game and all the things about netball. I tried so much to understand the game so i could be a good player like them. I also have a feeling u know. I knew it if they keep talking about me behind my back. Im not a sch player, so they dont want me in their group. Sometimes, i just feel annoyed and dissapointed, feel lyk i want to cry because i've tried my best to be good on it, but it just that i couldn't do it.
The BEST cca that i can join now is art club. =.=
-18.01.07- HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY, BRO! hope u really enjoy ur dayss in aussie! i know u will have a gud times there! i think this year would be ur best bday present ever man. u get a long holiday trips to stay outt there.. =BE NICER,KIND TO UR ONLY SIS OKAYY! and last, dun be so stingy can anot?! :p I also want ler. i wantt to go overseas w my friends. Well, i think i should wait till i've finished my O's. But i doubt my parents would let me go ): Myb, they can let mi go to urmmm,, genting?! At least it's not that far from spore. Well, myb i have to study v hard and be a v.hardworking girl, get a distinctions in my studies. There's still a chance for me to go to somewhere , travelling w my friends (:
ANDD FINALLY TODAYY: EAT stuff roll chicken @ simei w my cousin today. Well i've been watching watching heroes since these past 2 days. it's kinda nice & interesting movie but a lil bit annoying coz there's some grossy things there.blood.death ppl.shocking scenes. >,<" kkay, i gtg. i need to bath and do my tuition hw. there's el tuition tml, and i still havent done a single things. there's vocab,tenses, COMPO ): so lazzyy, i hate doing compo ): Furthermore, there's also sch hws tt hv to be done by mon. =O yachh, also, i dun understand identities in add.maths lesson. it's like so confusing and Mr.goh teaches us v.v.boring. I almost close my eyes you know. Im so sleepy during his class just now. -,-
